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:: Saturday, March 27, 2004 ::
kicker was kool
im gonna start using my xanga...
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=lexlantis
:: Alex 2:27 PM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, March 14, 2004 ::
woke up today to cynthia shakin me up from my nice slumber [= hehehe
then went to get new glasses which i wil b sporting after tues....unless i decide im gonna wear my contacts.
then later at night i juss got rilli frustrated cuz i spent so friggin long trying to replace one of the lights in our kitchen and it dosent friggin work. in facts, i made the lpower go out in the kitchen, utilityroom, and garage. had to reset the break. yay =/
tommorrow is a new day
:: Alex 12:28 AM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 06, 2004 ::
DarkJediPete (1:02:16 AM): hah
DarkJediPete (1:02:20 AM): i can imagine myself like with kids
LeXlAnTiS (1:02:25 AM): ??
DarkJediPete (1:02:26 AM): and they're like, daddy, what is this stuff?
LeXlAnTiS (1:02:37 AM): wut r u talking about
DarkJediPete (1:02:40 AM): and i would like bust it out and watch it with them
DarkJediPete (1:02:45 AM): mg
DarkJediPete (1:02:46 AM): lol
DarkJediPete (1:02:58 AM): it's so like teeniebopperish
DarkJediPete (1:03:06 AM): i would feel embarassed owning it when i'm older
LeXlAnTiS (1:03:16 AM): hahaha
LeXlAnTiS (1:03:18 AM): ok
DarkJediPete (1:03:38 AM): AW YOU FAG
DarkJediPete (1:03:38 AM): lol
DarkJediPete (1:03:42 AM): when did ur window pop up!
DarkJediPete (1:03:44 AM): hahahahhahah
LeXlAnTiS (1:04:19 AM): hahahahaha3
LeXlAnTiS (1:04:22 AM): who were u talking to
DarkJediPete (1:04:28 AM): angela haha
LeXlAnTiS (1:04:31 AM): hahahahaaaha
DarkJediPete (1:04:39 AM): i'm awesome!
LeXlAnTiS (1:04:40 AM): u initiated the conversation....
DarkJediPete (1:04:47 AM): yeah
DarkJediPete (1:04:52 AM): lol
DarkJediPete (1:05:13 AM): my bad my bad
LeXlAnTiS (1:06:58 AM): u retard
DarkJediPete (1:07:26 AM): yea
DarkJediPete (1:07:28 AM): i guess ur right
:: Alex 1:03 AM [+] ::
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wut is my purpose?
i have found myself in a state of confusion. what IS my purpose? life b4 college for me was really simple. mon-fri go to skool, sat - fellowship/hangout wit friends, sunday - church/bball/hw. yes it sounds pritti much like a routine, but each week was still a lil different and i still had a drive to keep going. being "spiritual" and "christian" was ez because the environment i was in pritti much willed itself that way. serving came natural - awana, worship, skits, puppet. church was fun. life was simple.
college is different.
yes college is full of opportunities too. there are many things to get involved with, so many organizations and clubs. the thing is...there r too many. theres so much going on around. so many new faces, new names, new friends. its hard to keep up with them all. theres so much to worry about too. hw, tests, friends, girls, church. i find myself so busy sometimes, and yet at the same time i am so lazy. honestly, my spiritual life is taking a beating. i feel distant from God many times. its all very different. at home it was so much easier cuz i was surrounded by people which had the same mindset spiritually as i did. it was "ez" being a christian.
at times, i find myself trying to be a people pleaser. doing my best to make others like me. within the ocean of ppl i find myself purposeless at the moment. yes, i want to get good grades and have a good social life and all that other stuff, but thats not rilli a purpose. i rilli have no future goal to look forward to, no large ambitions beyond the horizons of the present.
Father, help me find a purpose in you. help me discover some truth that you want me to be. something glorifying your name. give me confidence to be myself. grant me wisdom in my actions. help me not to be a stumbling block to my friends, but one that would bolster them up with love and encouragement.
Amen
:: Alex 12:22 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, March 02, 2004 ::
talent show was AWESOME!
omg...the union holds 1300 ppl....there was like more than 1600....ppl were standing all around the sides and the front. wut an awesome turn out. =)
all the acts were kool. lots of dancing/steps. it was pritti kool performing wit the omegas, kdphi, keion, etc. wut a privelege.
freedom...we r awesome =) i love u guys.
i recorded our show, so if u want it...ask me for it ill send it to u over aim. =)
:: Alex 1:20 AM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, February 22, 2004 ::
hm....today we went to church early cuz anna had signed up for the blood test. the test was for one of the kids in the church who needed a bone marrow transplant. newayz...me and xiao ended up going wit her
they handed us a large packet which we had to fill out various personal information and a survey. on the packet was also a description of how they actually take out the bone marrow...which looked quite painful. they stick a rilli big needle into ur back and drill a hole through ur bone and suck some marrow out. im exagerrating but u get the idea. after you fill that out...u get ur finger pricked and they put ur blod on some special paper.
at first i was kinda of unsure if i really wanted to do it or not. but i got on to thinking that...i could be literally saving someones life. a bit of pain for a couple of weeks is worth it. it is a child too...so ur gonna be helping him live for like....70 yrs! yah...at first i was a little reluctant, but after thinking about it, im glad i did it. =)
:: Alex 1:01 PM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, February 18, 2004 ::
wow...this weekend/mon/tues was like jammed pack of fun =P cyn jen richie mel ang stan came up to visit n play around. you dont have to read wut we did, cuz itll prob seem like just a rilli rilli long and boring post...so... yah it was an awesome weekend tho =P thx for comin up guys. we had alot of fun =)
friday:
cynthia was the 1st one to get up i think....(cept for richie but i didnt see him) so i went to eat lunch wit her after my classes. or was it dinner.... it was dinner. ok...newayz...so after dinner we decide to go to cbs. cynthia was gonna go to epic instead but since we r friggin awsome she went to cbs wit us =P. stan was there too! dang havent seen that boy in a while! then we had a nice lil message about singleness. i felt a tap on my shoulder n didnt think nething about it, then i felt it again so i was like "uh..." so i took a glance back n didnt notice anything, but then it processed in my head who i saw n i was like "oOOoo" it was jen . apparently she was behind me the whole time. the cbs guys did a sweet video thing + roses for the girls in cbs. it was pritti nice.
after cbs we went to midnight rodeo =P it was lots o fun. too bad i suck...need to learn how to dance =P they played hey ya, and gossip folk - two of the songs that are in our freedom dance so....of course we went crazy n all did the same stuff. hehehe. then there was this guy who started breakdancing, and billy pritti much owned him up! hahaha it was so sick. billy was doin all these 1 handed freezes and switching hands n stuff. SICK SICK STUFF!! after that it was snowing outside! first time ive ever seen real snow fallin from the sky... it was so soft too! not like the hard icy snow. too much fun
after midnight rodeo we went to eat at denny's...which was a typical asian outing...
saturday:
was gonna wake up in the morning to help make breakfast for the cbs freshman girls, but wen i woke up, i called joe n phil cuz i didnt kno where it was. none of them picked up, so i took it as a sign that i shuld go back to sleep so i did. =P then i missed an hr of my IM practice. n woke up at 11 and rushed over to greg n played ball. by now my feet r sore from the dancing and the balling. yay!
after that i went to mel's surprise bday thing at pluckers. too bad we got there after she did =P SURPRISE!!!! newayz, we ate some good wings which soon turned nasty after like 10. not goin there again for another semester.
finished dinner n den went to help jeff set up sum stuff =P he's so nice to his girls =P or mebbe i shuld say jen is =P hehehehe. newayz....i put some creative fluids into work n must say that i am awesome. thank you.
then after that i went back to my room n cynthia n oliver were there messin around. so we played a while n den ang n amy stopped by too. too bad they only stayed like 10 minutes so we didnt rilli do much...cept that last post that u prob didnt read =P n ur prob not reading this either cuz u prob dun rilli kare...or it just looks too long =P
newayz...after a bit we went out to eat at tapioca house. we got there like 10 minutes before they closed. then we went to oliver's place n watched some of blue streak. then jen came over n afterwards....we went back to jester n didnt rilli do much i think....
sunday:
went to 1st service wit anna. cynthia went to go watch carolyn run the marothan. GO CAROLYN!!!! ur my hero. hehehe. jeremy phil jen annie oliver went to second service so after it was done they came to pick me up to go eat. we at at bucca....friggin HUGE amounts of noodles...hehehe it was kool. cynthia and chris joined us too =) after that i had some IM games...which i sucked up. i got super-fouled, cynthia saw it! but the refs didnt call it! booooo
after that, i got to hang out wit cynthia a lil in our room. n den she took us grocery shopping at HEB =P hehehe thx jie!
wen we got back from HEB, we went to SULLIVANS!!! they had HUGE burgers for 5 bux =) i was very satisfied hehehe. there was sooo much friggin grease in the thing! omg! that night i had a nightmare where i woke up n my face was COVERED wit pimples!!! aiyo!!!
newayz....after sullivans, oliver n cynthia came over to our room. n we played a lil bit. i uploaded some video stuff onto the comp. we played pig wit jeremy's lil basketball hoop thingy b4 they left. i was the first to lose! doh~
after they left jen came over n ended up sleeping in our room. first overnight guest! what an honor huh!
mon:
i had class, but afterwards we went to play video games at Le Fun. =P hehehe i owned jeremy at the "come on baby" game. but jeff owned me in ONE of the lil games. not all tho! others were RILLI close. more playing that day. then cynthia n jen took us out to eat dinner that night at hula hut (i think thats wut i was called) where we had some fajitas...that came wit tortillas! lol. then cynthia had to go home =( cuz she culdnt get out of work. poo she shuldve called in sick!!!
afterwards jeff n jen came over n we went to play in the piano lounge. jeff showed us some kewl stuffs. then i had a nice lil chat that wasnt very little =P but it was still kool.
tues:
went to class, then ate lunch wit jen b4 she had to leave. after lunch we played at einsteins. theres this AWESOME racing game...which i basically owned up in.....got 1st place 2/3 times and got 2nd the other time. shoot im good =) newayz....then jen had to leave too =(
so thus ended the weekend of fun =) it was SOO much fun =) hehehe. cynthia and jen r gonna b back up in 1 week for cbs talent show!!! YAY!! more fun =P
ok bye bye that was friggin long
:: Alex 4:01 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, February 14, 2004 ::
HEY EVERYONE!!!!
angela lu and amy loh here. we are CHILLIN at lex/chu's place right now at UT! yeah..um not much going on. they are watching anime. fun fun stuff. amy says "i am gay". THREE POINT SHOOT OUT IN ONE HOUR AND TWENTY MINUTES!!! so, how hot is alex, eh?? in a word, QUITE. haaaha. lalalallalalulululululululelelelelelelelelelololololololololol. goodness i am delirious. sooo goodday to you, my friend. :]
OH YEAH IT SNOWED HERE YESTERDAY OMGGG NEVER SEE SNOW IN TEXAS. i wanna move here. hahahah
:: Alex 6:07 PM [+] ::
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